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    Friday, July 20th, 2007
    1:01 pm
    New LJ. Maybe I'll start updating consistently.



    bedofviolins.livejournal.com
    Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
    8:45 pm
    Tuesday, July 10th, 2007
    5:55 pm
    San fran VERSUS New york.


    Opinions?
    Monday, July 9th, 2007
    2:25 am





    I was walking on feet just like my fathers and my knees were trying to reach you at
    your mothers. cause my nose was screaming that you smelled like a lover. but my hands
    were happy to treat you like a brother then.


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    Thursday, June 14th, 2007
    10:07 pm
    My 18th birthday.
    Friday June 15
    Will Be held in a Junior Suite at the mission inn.

    I'll have my camera handy.
    So please bring your own alcohol
    and please be plastered so I can get some good shots.
    haha.

    Myspace it for details.
    Monday, June 4th, 2007
    11:41 pm







    The best part about this picture is that Peaches is wearing about $600 in clothing and accessories when you add it all up.
    Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
    11:25 am

    Beauty is when you get mistaken for strangers by your own friends.
    You're so cinderella.
    We party with the Negress women.
    You said you loved them because they were Queens.
    The Royal family of the ghetto.
    The Drugs. The Drugs. The Drugs.
    Thats all I said.

    Sunday, May 27th, 2007
    1:41 pm




    So I'm doing DJ gigs now. If you want me to play at your party or something, I'm really cheap. Also, we bought a PA so if you guys want to organize a show and it's for a good cause or something I'll let you borrow it. Or if you're just nice to me. It's a really nice system. Just please make this summer in Riverside interesting. Do your part.
    Friday, May 25th, 2007
    4:58 pm
    Why does everyone wait for the season to turn to be ambitious and bring change into their lives?
    Monday, April 30th, 2007
    10:48 pm
    My new camera!










    Did I mention I'm no longer single?
    I guess I'm behind on a few things.
    Promise Anne Newell
    Friday, April 13th, 2007
    4:37 pm
    I was awake for 46 hours in a row.
    Sunday, April 1st, 2007
    6:06 pm
    It's funny because you're bipolar.
    and you contradict yourself.
    But I know what you mean.
    No but really. It's funny.
    Tuesday, March 27th, 2007
    10:42 am
    "And as a shaft of sunlight pours in from the clearstory window,
    Burning with an insatiable desire to speak with a voice that is true:
    “No more cursed evenings,
    Keeping company with the cohorts of madness and despair.”


    I might be out of cigarettes to lend,
    And no light of fire will fill the deficient cup of your hands,

    But I promise to rip my signed covenant of extent;
    To bid away our terms of catharsis discontent."


    -pilgrim.
    Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
    10:16 am
    It all seems so surreal. 4 months and I'll be in san francisco.
    Going to art school.Studying advertising. Living a dream with people I love.
    I've realized how much I've missed everyone I met while we were up there.

    Multiply that times ten and that's how much I'll miss everyone in Riverside.
    I'm so fucking scared.


    I got back on track with some of my writing.

    It's so hard to drink here. I'm connected to everything on levels around whatever exists.Your depression has become a part of me. Like everything else around me. I'll fake what you need. I'm taking care of what you are. sometimes it's hard to smoke and you just pass out in bed. Sometimes we just leave eachother where it might be safe and I keep waking up behind shower curtains and in your sister's sheets. Well, one night you were drunk on an ex-love who I knew you'd regret. So, I carried you up stairs and you slept with the cats. Thats how simple it gets. That's what devotion means. I knew you would love me for because who doesnt love a kitten in their arms that kept them warm through the night. It's like that. I'll never quit.
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    Monday, March 12th, 2007
    12:55 pm
    Fighting the system from the inside eventually corrupts you.
    Thursday, March 8th, 2007
    9:37 pm
    Oh yeah. No. It's been done.
    And you don't even do it very well.
    Sorry.

    I want to keep on imitating the great minds.



    Sometimes I feel like I'm cancerous in others lives.
    Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
    7:33 pm
    4:31 am
    I love you


    Don't ever fucking question that.


    That's why we'll probably never get along.
    Monday, February 26th, 2007
    11:19 am
    "I have wierd memories of you.

    Pissing in a sink, I think.

    I have wierd memories of you."




    Thursday, February 8th, 2007
    9:19 am
    I want to be a lost poem in a strangers coat pocket that conveys the importance of you To assure you of my desire , To assure you of my dreams . I want all the possibilities of you in writing I want to give you your reflection I want your eyes on me I want to travel into the lightness with you and stay there . And I want everything before you to follow us like a trail behind me I want never to say goodbye to you Even on the street corner or the phone I want... I want so much I am breathless . I want to put my power into a poem to burn a hole in your pocket so I can sew it I want my words to scream through you , I want the poem not to mean that much . I want to contradict myself by accident . And for you to know what I mean . I want you to be distant and for you to feel me close . I want endless day when its day , and I want nighttime never to end when its night . I want all the seasons in one day I want the sun to set before us and come up in front of us I want water up to our waists And I want to be drenched in the rain up to our ankles , with holes in our shoes . I want to think your thoughts , Because theyre mine . I want only what is urgent with you I want to get in the way of your barriers And I want you to be a tough guy when youre supposed to like you do already . And I want you to be tender like you do already . And I want us to have met for a reason , And I want that reason to be important . And I want it to be bigger than us I want it to take over us I want to forget ........ I want to remember us . And when you say you love me I dont really want to think you mean New York City And all the fun we have in it And I want you smile -- always . And I want your grimaces too . I want your scar on my lips And I want your disappointments in my heart . I want your strength in my soul and I want your soul in my eyes and I want to believe everything you say , and I do . And I want you to tell me what is best when I dont know And when you are lost I want to find you . And when you are weary I want to give you steeples and cathedral thoughts and coliseum dreams And I want to drag you from the darkness and kneel with you Exhausted with the blinding light blaring in on us .
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